Monday, October 10, 2011
you really got a hold on me
i guess everything that starts will eventually come to an end. such is life, live and let live, learn from everything etc etc... why can't i stop thinking about all that's happened. i haven't cried this hard over anyone, and i haven't tried this hard for anyone. for now i'm going to focus on my upcoming exams and try to take my mind off it... i really want to see him and get some closure, but i don't think he even wants to speak to me right now. this is the worst. i don't know how to go from being so completely comfortable with someone, to being strangers again. i fucking hate this empty feeling. i really wish it could have worked out in the end...
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I think relationships leave people with the worst pain. it really is the hardest thing ever - the loneliness, the emptiness, the lack of closure.
I was with Jack for 15 months. I spent a majority of my senior high school years with him, and I gave up so much time, so much energy for him. I loved him, so much. I still do.
but things change. life happens, we grow up. I know this is the most painful thing - I've experienced it. J and I broke up so many times and when it was finally 'for real' (via text message, of course), I felt empty. I still do, but I'm learning to be complete again.
life sucks. things hurt. but you'll be okay. if you ever need to rant, or some advice or anything .. just let me know :)
I love you loooong time.
All the best babe!
thanks anita~ thanks benj~
time heals all wounds and i'm sure this is no different. i'll just be more wary the next time and i'm glad i was able to learn from my mistakes... x
Hey, i hope you are alright...if anything, i do not mind being your listening ear, although i don't know you for long. Take care yea.
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